Wordless Wednesday

I could do with a bag of this stuff!!

Though her smile has gone forever, and her hand I cannot touch. I still have many memories of the one I loved so much Her memory is my keepsake, with which I'll never part, God has her in his keeping. I have her in my heart, love you always mum :'( <3

Worldess Wednesday: Grief

Time...

Time is  strange thing.

everyone seems to run on their own timescale.

For me, time goes to quickly. The days go by and that turns into weeks that turns in years.

I'm nearly 20 now aswell. THAT is scary. I don't want to be old. I remember being 10 years old, how has 10 years gone that quick? It seems to be that my life is going 10x quicker than everyone elses.

I would like to experience some of my life instead of feeling like the bystander in my own life.

Is there a way to slow time down? When someone figures it out please let me know!!

Work

Do you hate your job? I don't.

Strange enough as it might look to see that sentence, I don't hate my job.

Me and a few friends were talking about work and I was the only one not moaning about mine.

I'm a business and admin apprentice. I do actually love my job, its something I enjoy although
the people I work with are bonkers, but bonkers in a good way.

I do the normal admin stuff but I do sales aswell. It's all good :)

Why people say they hate their jobs is beyond me, if you don't enjoy your job
then why work where you do?

I know in this economy people can't afford to leave their jobs and risk not getting another one but I wish people would stop whining, grow a pair and get on with it.

I started out on work experience and then got my apprenticeship. I do recommend apprenticeships. I have a few friends who are on apprenticeships now aswell.

The government is finally putting some cash and publicity on them although the funding rules are changing soon which is a shame.

Yes I love my job but thank god it's the weekend! I think it's about time to crack open a bottle of wine ;)

Food & Rabbits

I am not happy.

I'm starving and the healthy food in my house is just not cutting it. I don't want a flipping apple, I could do with a cake.

Why does all the best food taste rank and the worst food taste oh so yummy!!!

I'm starting to think it might be worth having a fat ass if it means I can eat something nice.

If I come back as a rabbit when I die I will be seriously pissed off.

Dieting is one of those things that is good when your not hungry which is basically never :)

I've eaten apples I've eaten grapes. I'm eaten so much salad that the thought of eating one more piece of stupid fucking lettuce is making me feel ill. Pizza on the other hand, I could eat that til the cows come home.

A tub of Ben & Jerry's also sounds like a good idea at the moment and although asda is open 24hrs, even I'm not that hungry to go out at 11pm for the stuff.

For fucks sake, someone give me cake!!

Broken :(

I have managed to break my blog.

while attempting to code the html I broke it :( my posts were here but the formatting was stuffed.

Never mind, I could do with a fresh start on it anyway :)

So. back at square 1!

Again, I would like to say, I know I have a couple of friends who read this. Please don't publish my name anywhere on this blog. Thankyou!!